Monday, February 11, 2008

lost, again

There are some days where I think I can champion the earth. Nothing can get me down... I almost want to beckon and say "come on, bring it!" Then, the pendulum swings.... I am on the other side of confidence, and feel lost from the muses of life. How, if I give so much to all I do, is there no one there at home for me, giving back. How can I be pastoral, when I feel ripped off from some of the gifts of life. Why is partnership such a star out of reach? Why is love so far away from my reach? Where did I go wrong? If I am supposed to be alone... why don't I feel good about it?


(why is PMS such a bitch!!!!!!)

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